Wish I could, but alas no

Wish I could tell you
How much I love you
How much I need you
How much I want you
How will I treat you
If You be mine
I want to tell you
My love
All that's in my heart
I want to tell you
All I think
I want to tell you
all in a blink
but alas no
You wish to go
I hate it 'cause I cannot say
I cannot believe
I want to slay
I have been deceived
but alas no
This is the end
This is you my friend
I will kill myself
I will slay myself
So you can live
but alas no
I cannot leave my lovers uncared
I know they care for me
and I cannot slay theirs
Wish I could tell you
What I am going to lose
but alas no
this is what ever was
and Now I go........