FRIENDS

This I write to you
To all I ever knew
All of those whom I call friend
whether they know or they apprehend
They are my life, my soul
They fulfil my heart's deepest hole

You are the one whom I seek
You are the one whom I treat
I don't know what you think of me
a friend or a foe
But this is all I want you to know
You are my best pal
'Cause you touched my soul

This time has come to an end
This life has come to a bend
We will change and so will the trend
But please, please my friend
Don't forget me
'Cause without you I have nothing to tend

Don't speculate when I say I LOVE YOU
Believe it 'cause its true
You will always be my best pal
And with you I will never be through.....

Time has it

I want to break the bonds
I want to fly free
I want to leave all
I want to cry for thee
I want to give up
I want to lose
I am no more to win
I never was meant to win
I loved you though
It hurts me so
I hate you now
but deep down......
I still love you
Can't help it
It isn't in my hands
I am no good
But I'm not that bad
I wish you would hear to my pleas
I wish you would hear to my dreams
But no
I will move on
I will dwell on my cheeps
I will live maybe alone
Not 'cause you left me that way
but 'cause I am better that way
I can cry in rain
'cause no one sees me
but I cannot live in drain
or where you laid me
I leave 'cause I might be worthless to you
But I know If I die
I will leave many still
So I will walk until I am gone
Bye Whom I lived for
'cause I am now a soul
Maybe to fall....

Wish I could, but alas no

Wish I could tell you
How much I love you
How much I need you
How much I want you
How will I treat you
If You be mine
I want to tell you
My love
All that's in my heart
I want to tell you
All I think
I want to tell you
all in a blink
but alas no
You wish to go
I hate it 'cause I cannot say
I cannot believe
I want to slay
I have been deceived
but alas no
This is the end
This is you my friend
I will kill myself
I will slay myself
So you can live
but alas no
I cannot leave my lovers uncared
I know they care for me
and I cannot slay theirs
Wish I could tell you
What I am going to lose
but alas no
this is what ever was
and Now I go........